I think this is my favorite time of the year - a time for reflection on the past 12 months. A time to celebrate the memories or make peace with them, and to look forward with great optimism at a new beginning.
I was so excited to begin 2012 - I felt ready to move on, despite having no idea what I was moving towards. I lost weight and gained weight. I applied to different schools for one career and applied to different job postings for another career. February 17th, the day I received an acceptance letter to Jefferson, I finally understood where I was meant to be. I'm 7 months into the program, over the halfway mark, and i'm stressed, tired, but exhilarated, because this chapter will close in 2013 and prepare me for the next.
I've spent more time develop deeper relationships with some friends and have made some new ones. After a year on my own, I tested the dating waters again - 3 months with a younger man. It was eye opening - showed me what I still need to work on emotionally but also allowed me to have a good time and feel like a woman again. My ever evolving philosophy on life became more refined, attempting to live more in the moment, to be more grateful for what I do have as opposed to what I don't, to believe there is promise in my future, and to understand that life is whatever I perceive it to be.
Thank you 2012 for allowing me to grow. Welcome 2013 - we're going to have a great time together!
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